December 31, 2010

On horizon


I feel that my future path is slowly emerging in the horizon, though it's still foggy and blurred.  Traveling beyond my safety zone helped me rediscover what I really care about.  Meeting many new people at SAW, trying something new (art workshop, food styling, horseback riding, glass blowing, kimono, etc) revived my sense of wonder.
In the new year, I am planning to start thinking about making some move, seriously this time.  But not too seriously.  For a while, I will spend time on studying and cultivating the ground.  A little by little.

I ended up not sending out any Christmas card nor I haven't even bought new year's cards. I don't think I can do it this year.

なんとなく自分の向かいたい方向性がボンヤリと見えてきた気がする年の瀬。今年後半、思い切ってあちこち遠くに旅をしてみて、新しい出会いもあり、そして何が好きなのかが実感できました。
住む場所と、キャリアと、年が明けたら本格的に考えようと思います。しばらくは勉強をし、種を蒔く時期ですが、芽吹けるように持っていきます。頑張らず、流れに任せて。

ちなみに、年賀状買ってもいません。今年は年賀状が出せない様相になってきました。みなさま、どうも済みません。

3 comments:

lau said...

what a beautiful journey !
I wish you a very happy 2011 full of new discoveries and rewards

Meri said...

Lau, Happy New Year to you too!!!
Wish you the same. Hope I can visit you there to your beautiful city as well.
There are lots of nice places in Japan so please come back again!

YM said...

A Happy new year!
Meriちゃん、いろいろな旅をしているんだね。私は細々とだけど、国内いろいろ行ったので今度詳しくお話しできるといいな。今年もどうぞよろしく!