The previous posts were so gloomy, affected by the toothache. I am totally recovered now.
I've finally emptied the last box, and my apartment feels more like home - I assembled a wall picture, rearranged books, bought some flowers.
I also finished reading a book, finished a sweater, fixed my macbook (the battery was inflated after 4 years - is that possible?), and did plenty of shopping.
I really needed to shop. I was crushed after I had to cancel my vacation plan. Now that I postponed it to July, I can't use my flight mileage and it will cost me extra $1000. If you are an Expat, your company will pay huge amount of money wherever you vacation. So not fair.
But I feel like I am reaching to a new stage, my micro cosmos is probably getting closer to the universe's entrance. I dreamed about a redemption, a festival, blue moments, and a long journey.